Arrogance has always been justice to mi existence. If i swear on God i must change myself the next day newspaper reports carnage in Heaven. Discipline has always been a hypothetical entity for me.

I contradict myself. In Totality. Half man, almost an animal wid fetish for all that the human race despise . Nonetheless I question my existence each passing second. And People see me. They think I am alive. They are juss seeing things. I died a hundred deaths the day Britney Spears was born. Exhumed and reburied the day Akon and Co. went on radio.

So I love the human race. It teaches me to hate, feel jealous, act selfish, think  unreasonably and grow fangs. Evolve differently. It gives me a reason to embrace pain and mortification. It gives me disgust and power to overcome them.

And i hate the humans. Off course cuz they created social control devices( Religion and Politics) that enslaves mind,creates a virtual shield of hate, supremacy, malevolence, repugnance and resentment. For eons I have watched the pitiful wars between good and evil. I have seen both darkness attempt to engulf the light and light try to vanquish the darkness. Never to any prevail . For I and I alone command the timestream and try to safeguard the balance of power .And neither forces can ever enslave the other.Thus neither can win. Thus all shall lose.

Religion is a personal matter not a public matter…And I like to be the physical embodiment of an abstract principal that in the end all must be and will be equal.

I love pain. Cuz pain is good. It makes me realize that i’m alive. I love to hurt myself, injure the bones,let the prisoned blood breathe open air. And everytime i feel it I fear less and less of is.As I do not fear death but rather embrace it for its not an ending. But a glorious beginning. For I shall become the things stars and magic consists of.

I worship Music. Its my first religion. I am owned by it. It sets me free, unjams the blockages,heals the injuries,provides me directions, accompanies me and makes me 163412472304237804 times stronger. Emotionally and Physically.And i strive to make whatever contribution I can towards its expanse. Be it through my vocals, guitars or harmonica.

I hate and despise Music. And all those sissy boy bands and cheap roadie gurl orchestras that never go beyond the LoveLine. They are set out to retard a complete generation. I hate these cheapies and their music for they never create their own and act like super gays.

I am the one who was. I am the one who is. And I am the one who will be. Before time was. I was. After time dies I shall prevail. The weak shall not inherit the earth. But rather die on their knees as they plead for mercy. Some say I’m evil or insane. But I am neither sane nor insane. good nor evil. But rather I am both .